Long awaited post

Hello world,

Hannan ere :) I'm back... well kinda of. Sorry i've been away lately. I've been pretty busy late and well thats one of the reasons. The main reason why I didn't post anything up because well.... nothing interesting is happening right now until now. This holiday seem to be exciting yet boring once you got nothing to do. I just got back from an islamic program somewhere in Cheras or upper Cheras. I don't really know because I slept the whole way to that place and when I woke up, I only saw trees everywhere. I was actually introduced by my parents about this program. At first, I was thinking it was a waste of time but in the end, after the program, I've started to get to know about life even much better and the purpose of living... OK I know you guys think I'm weird or whatsoever but yeah, it's the truth. Only if you were there, you would feel the same way. Maybe not for you non-muslim but yeah, for the muslim, MAYBE and I shall repeat MAYBE if your heart is still soft and red, you would feel the same way. I can't say myself as a good-hearted person, but I finally realized that's all. There was this one session where you were tested on your Iman(I'm not sure what is it in english but you can say its like Faith) if you would cry or realized or etc. If you did not cry or etc. , you can say you are a very dark-hearted person. I did not say this but the person did. I did teared a bit and realized a bit about it. There was a lot of people there and trust me, they didn't even care about it. Some of them did cry like crazy. Got this person behind me was crying loudly and I was like... damn, am I that bad? Makes you think for a second. After that session, I felt like crying every second but I held it in. I miss my parents. I've regret what I've done. I realized.... end of story. After the program, I'm trying my hardest to change for my religion and a better person. I might be the same and might not be. It is all in God's hands. Anyways, this holiday was a really good one but boring at the same time. I catch yall later :P Toodles.

No initials from now on. :)

Fucking go away....seriously

Hello world.

Its Hannan here. Sorry for the long absent, I've been having a lot of shit lately and it ain't even funny. Stress is killing me. I need some help like doctor or something. Choir, Swimming Gala and Studies. How this three stuff is killing me. I am like way behind my studies and shit yet I am still doing other stuff like Choir. Performance is coming up soon and I swear to god its gonna be my last. Effed up day and I just hope it will get better soon. Hmmmmmm, gotta run. Homework is needed to be done. Toodles.

P.S. I need sleeping pills since I can't sleep at night now days. Someone please supply me some. Contact me please.

I miss you, my love

Hannan

The outing.

Hello world.

Its Hannan, I almost forgot about this. I wanna share you my outing with Izzham, Ju and Iz. Its known as The Form 3 Aer reunion. We went to Midvalley on Monday. It was the best and the bomb. Me, Izzham and Iz had to wait for Julian so we decided, well I decided to go to Pet's Wonderland :) Its was off the chain :). Check this out. We were so jobless. 

Act 1

Act 2

Act 3

Act 4

Lol. We weren't supposed to do all this but what the heck right? lol. It was a fun day and yes, damn nice :) We watched Inkheart but Julian and Iz ditched me and Izzham. I felt gay sitting next to him but oh well, he IS my brother so yeah :)Anyways, its late. Toodles

Ripcurl

Hello world,

Its Hannan. Last week has been pretty good I guess. Damn I had a confusing day yesterday but its gone now. Probably I just needed to see her and needed school. Today made things pretty clear and I'm glad it did :). Anyways, I got in Chamber Choir yo ! :) Its a choir that only contain 13 people. The best among the best. :) Damn I'm super proud. Hmmmmm, OH YEAH! Take a look at this :P

Hahaha, was taken by Me in accounts class. Okay its not what you think. We were waiting for him to come so we were jobless and did this :) lol. I was not involved so I'm pretty innocent in this one.Anyways, thats all for now. Toodles.

Welcome back, my love

Hannan

Sleepless night

Hello world,

Its Hannan. Its like 2.53am now and I can't sleep. So many shits in my head right now and maybe that's the reason I can't sleep. So much things to worry about and its killing me. My head is about to explode from thinking too much about something that's not irrelative. Its pisses me off at some time but its kinda of something that you just can't avoid. Am I thinking too much about it or what? Whatever it is, I have to stop and move on. I have her now and at the moment, that is all I needed to be perfect. Whoa, typing this got me thinking and making me feel tired already. Lol. I should do this more often at night to get myself to sleep. My eyes are heavy and down it will go if I don't sleep know. Good readers. Toodles.

Welcome back, my love

Hannan

Blog Blog

Hello world,

Its Hannan. Thats it. This blog is officially mine now since Rafi has no time to blog at all so yeah. I'm taking over. Anyways, lets continue. Today was actually a lazy day for me. I woke up early but went back to bed since the Mrs. wasn't awake. We did homework together but I gave up first since I was very sleepy. I ended up sleeping from 2 to 5.30. Dayummmm I know. Tried to do homework again but it was a failed attempt. Econs can screw off because I don't understand anything. Shit bored now. Tired and tired. Anyways, I'm done for today. I'll update tomorrow then. Later. Toodles.com

Welcome back, my love

Hannan

Its just you

There's a saying, 'Life goes on no matter what'.

But when it comes to you, 'Life goes on no matter what, but without you, the word life never existed' 

There's a saying, 'Time is gold'

But when it comes to you, 'Time is gold, but without you, time means nothing'

I know. I'm like super jiwang but I don't care. I'm happy and I wanna share to the world that I am. :)

Took me sometime to think about this okay. Appreciate it :P. Oh by the way, I miss you :(

Welcome back, my love

Hannan